A little pond fish travels to one of the Great Lakes.

   As it draws closer to the time for me to leave the more scared I get. I am a little pond fish who chose to go and live in one of the Great Lakes for a year and a half while attending culinary art school. For those of you who don't know I am from a town between Chicago and Milwaukee (kenosha A.K.A little Italy) and the big lake I am going to is San Francisco. I am a little pond fish with Great Lake dreams.  I intend on making a splash on the food and wine scene along with being a Novelist.

   I have to have a roommate and I hope she is not a bitch. Culinary arts is competitive , and by nature I am a sweet laid back person with a sense of humor , I'm not sure if I have claws but I guess this is a good time to find out if I do or not.  

Things I fear I might encounter while away......

1) A bitchy roommate who steals my shit.

2) I fear that I might go over there only to find that its not what I want

3) Even though I am  in a relationship I fear I might find myself being the object of someones pursuit. I have this crazy sex drive that is going to have to be out on hold. I am not saying that  I cant be faithful because there is no question in my mind that  I am not a cheater but i don't want to have to go through feeling the temptation.

4)Loneliness

5)Failure

I just want everything to go well , I know there will be struggle but I wish I knew for sure that everything would work out right.