The Second Run update....

So far I am pleased with the effort that my boyfriend is making for our relationship. there were allot of good and times the first time around and the bad ended up tearing me apart inside a bit.

We have both been allot happier and working harder on just being more understanding and supportive to one another. I appreciate the fact that he is being more mindful and proactive in his pursuits of his goals and me.

The things is I still have a little problem with trust. I want to fully trust him but a part of me stays reserved and hides from him. I do remember we were doing something a couple of weekends ago and he said " What? Don't you trust me?" I never answered him . I don't know if I will grow out of this or if its going to become a big problem later.

I guess we will see.