Down to the underwire?

Like most people I have a dark side, the thing about me is I have a grand appetite for sex. This is the thing I discovered with my Ex. It was something that I always tried to ignore and I thought that once I did it the constant urge would go away it never did it just got stronger.

I am currently ok with being single it’s not bad at all but the hard part is missing and wanting that physical affection and attention. Tomorrow will be Tuesday which means that it will have been a week since the grand rendezvous I had with my Ex. If I was not busy and had the time I can assure that a week would not have passed in between sexual meals. I am not quite sure what will happen tomorrow.

He knows me and my appetite, and if I know him he will surly try to claim to want to "hang out" and that. That just hanging out as friends will only last for a moment until he starts to stir up a resting longing.

I am not usually the type of girl who just sleeps with a guy without commitment and it’s getting harder and harder to not become that type when neither he nor I want to let go even though we both know it would better for me, and he would have a great loss.

It’s getting down to the wire and if I don’t take action I will miss my window of opportunity to make clear my plans and demands.