not sure......

As you know, I broke up with my boyfriend last week. It’s been up and down with him since then. We promised to be friends and that was put into question earlier because he said he wasn’t sure if he could do it. Nevertheless, we settled it and we are going to be friends. the thing is I want to get back with him really badly but I think it’s because I miss the physical attention  , the cuddling , the making out , the way he could caress me , the sex. I miss it all. I am not sure if I miss our whole relationship though. We are suppose to talk about getting back together but part of me is so mad at him for not making the effort the first time that I am not sure if he can do better the second time. I am not even sure if I want a second time. I think about him constantly, about the good, the bad, what could have been done better and so on. I just don’t know what to do..... I am confused and somewhat scared of what might happen the second time.


Help!!!!!!!!!