Things are starting to look up...

My uncles Funeral on Saturday was absolutely beautiful I never knew he has accomplished too many things and had done so much for so many people. My uncle was a social worker and did allot for his church. It was just wonderful. I’m feeling better about the fact that he has passed and know he lived a good life....

 On to another topic things with my ex boyfriend are going well. We have been talking and we decided that we were going to be friends, because when we were together that’s what we promised we would do no matter what. We are supposed to see each other this week. We are both a little nervous about it though, he admitted to no knowing how he was going to greet me if he was going to shake my hand or what. lol I told him that the least he can do is hug me. He admitted to missing me allot and constantly thinking about me, he apologized for being a dick and for bringing up the threesome idea which he claimed was a joke. (Raising an eyebrow). He called yesterday and we talked for a while it was a good progressive conversation for our new friendship; at the end when we both had to go he didn’t fail to tell me he loved me. I am not sure if he was consciously saying it or if it was a reflex from when we were still together. There is chance we might get back together but he really has to prove himself to me for me to say yes so being friends is a good way to prove that to me.

On the other hand if my ex-boyfriend decides that he does not want to change his ways there is someone else I have my eyes on , he is a delicious 6'4 man who is a good friend of my family ( he is my mothers oldest friends son) who I saw again for the first time in years . We sat and talked and he is everything I want physically but I have yet to find out more about him. Did I also mention that he is eight years my senior..... He is 28 and I am 19. O well age is just a number and I am almost 20 years old any ways.